And then there are good days. Errands, location scouting, lunch dates, and long drives.
Then there are days like today where everything fits just right, everything ran smooth and I got to feel like my old self again.
Today I felt like a dreamer and saw a glimpse of the future I wanted with you-uncomplicated, happy and filled with more love than our hearts could bear.
Today felt good, it felt natural or maybe I still have to many hair pins stuck in my hair but on days like I don't hate you and the connection I once had with you feels temporarily renewed.
For a little while on days like today I don't remember the hurt, anger and disappointment.
I felt free.
I felt happy.
I felt vulnerable.
Today love didn't feel so heavy.
Still healing, still growing